Showing posts with label Teaching. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Teaching. Show all posts

Friday, August 15, 2008

I am so FRUSTRATED!

So for some reason today I asked Troy what he didn't like about me. At the time we were trying to decide if we should be good and stay in for dinner or be bad and go out. I refused to make the decision, so Troy told me he didn't like that I won't make decisions. Big or small. It's so true.

Perfect example. I don't know what to do with my life. I'm considering getting my teaching credential because the yearly schedule is better and in just the first year I'd make twice what I do now. Sometimes I like the idea of being a teacher but others I'm not so sure. Then I have to decide what I would teach. I have two majors and neither of them are broad enough to help me pass a subject test. Then there's the issue of waiting for a spot to open up in my chosen subject (again assuming I can pass the test). I've thought about English, but holy cow! The test looks hard and it's VERY broad. I may get asked about stage lighting for crying out loud. Then I thought I could try social science, but my political science major covers less than 1/5 of the test. I am not an expert in ancient world history, thank you very much. Oh what to do. I'll have to take teaching classes, which I can accept, but I really don't want to take courses for ANOTHER major. I really should just find a buried treasure so I can stay home and clean my house all day.

If it sounds like I'm whining, I am.